I have so many questions and there are so many things I want to say...so I thought the best way to do that would be in a letter.
I hate what happened... Why did we hold on so long, only to let it go so quickly??
I now wonder if anything you said was true. I can't help but think that all the things you've said were lies.
You promised me in the beginning that you would never break up with me through text...but that's exactly what you did. So now, you're just like the other guys and that shatters me...
I really thought you were different. I thought we were different. I thought this time was different.
I hate that you gave me hope for a future with someone I loved.
I hate that you gave me hope for marriage.
I hate that you gave me hope for babies and motherhood.
I hate that you gave me hope for all these things; and then snatched it all away in a text message...
My heart is beyond broken, and it's as if you don't really care.
I still love you and am struggling to repair my heart every day...
One day it will get there, and you will be a memory of a good time in my life.
Thank you for loving me as I am, I will always appreciate that.
If our paths should cross again, I might smile on the outside, but on the inside, I will be crying and broken...
I'm proud of you for following your path as I know you love your job and what you do :)
All my love and luck to you,